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September 02

写给自己和我的朋友们

我以为我很不幸的会失去自己因为爱我开始从新审视自己
我一度失去了基本考虑问题的能力只是一味的凭感觉
一切对我而言都很可怕同时间机会信念和爱情都远离我去我把自己孤立和自闭起来
不回复朋友的短信找借口推托邀约似乎一下子变得很没有自信

直到FIONA开始安慰和鼓励我我才肯开始收起伪装的笑容和朋友们开始聊心事接着就用酒精来帮助自己
经过这些天来朋友们不停的安慰和劝导,我开始反省发现很多事情和我自己想象得都不一样

我是只井底之蛙很多事情都没有经历过怎么能够断定当下的就是最好的呢??
不想说"也许放手会有更好的结果." 因为那只是"也许"
我应该相信天无绝人之路上帝关上门时会再为你开扇窗

以后的事情和人不可能来代替现在的但不表示以后的比不上现在的
"有过好日子过就不会去过差的日子" 其实就是这个道理

星座说射手的人在8，9月份心情会特别的低落很多事情也会很繁琐的发生。

星座有时候真的很准. 从8月开始我就没有开心过. 好多事情发生. 都是负面的. 让我感觉自己一夜之间看清好多.

人生就这样, 没点事情发生真的长不大. 以前觉得自己很开心,但是一夜之间知道那些全是个骗局,你会有何感想??

Howere, here I just want to say thanks to all of you.

Thanks for Dee, Marry Ma, Melody, Allan, Cici, Vivi, Karen, Fiona, and of cuz Mom and Dad

Thanks for sharing the tears with me

Thanks for drinking all the alcohole becuz of me

Thanks for being next to me when I needed

Thanks for all the ture words and stories you guys offered to me

Thanks for teach me how to be a maturer

Thanks for hours and hours telling me that I should get MYSELF back

Thanks for letting me know the only person can help me get out the sadness now is MYSELF

Thanks for Vicky also, who once told me his "treating" is something wrong happened to his MORAL QUALITY, PERSONALITY but it has nothing to do with L-O-V-E

Thanks all you guys. I've realised and learned so much.

And lastly, thanks for the one who treated me. All the best for us.

Life is too short to hate someone. Just as what Dad messaged me " giving Jennifer up = his loss. Becuz it means he gives up a ture and pure heart to him and gives up the honesty and sincerity somebody offered for him." He may not even give a shit, then why should I be sad ? I lost nothing really. I am still me.

Forgiving is the only choice I am holding now.

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	cow speedwrote: 一直都碰不到你,无论是在网上还是在网下,我们都同处一城,却有着相似的感受---孤独,每天碌碌的忙着生计和一些每个人都在追求的东西(诸如NZ身份之类的东西),什么时候哦才能得到我真正想要的,遇到我真心相对的人呢,这个问号好难解开?有空我一定要去找你,虽然没有什么线索,哎.......我喜欢你也只能白搭了.:)开心点,静--伟 Oct. 27
	Mi Nickwrote: 开心点吧，，，爱情是人必须经历的，，有开心，也有伤心，，过去了，就过去了，不要再想，因为已经过去了，新的会来的不要为一个不爱你的人伤心难过，那是不值得的，，时间会冲淡一切的。。。 Oct. 14
	Jessica Liuwrote: 无论被谁伤了多深，都需要周围朋友的陪伴。。多和朋友出去坐坐，聊聊心事，其实会发现也许真的是被爱蒙了双眼。。祝好。。。 Sept. 13
	Yao Jenniferwrote: 已经纠结了那么久，该好好为自己考虑一下未来了。 Sept. 11
	Athenawrote: 一切都会好起来的,谁没经历过创伤与波折呢?最重要的是有勇气重新开始! 加油加油! Sept. 3
	Hao Lu Ericwrote: 失恋给人的感觉就像嘴里长了溃疡，越痛越要去舔，越舔却又越痛。本以为你差不多走出来了呢！刚才应该说些鼓励的话的呢（聊天水平都退化了 :< ）不要过份沉醉其中啦......走出来固然不容易，但你老是念念不忘的话，只会钻了牛角尖......不如，从今天开始每天少想他一分钟吧？ He might be the best right now, but just for now. Any moment in the future, he could be the worst,too Sept. 3
	Ciciwrote: ok..let s go out tomorrow night :D Sept. 2
	Straw Boiwrote: 加不了你的MSN... 不知为什么 Sept. 2

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